This self-portrait explores the struggles of those whose pain goes unnoticed. The version of myself with exposed organs reveals the raw reality of living with an invisible illness, while my reflection appears normal, symbolizing how the world perceives me. This contrast highlights the disconnect between my external appearance and inner suffering. Living with Crohn’s disease, I often feel I don’t look “sick enough” and must justify taking care of myself. This painting expresses the unseen struggles many endure, reminding viewers that appearances can be deceiving. The round board also reflects this theme— its lack of a fixed orientation mirrors the constant tension between outward appearance and internal hardship.

Oil paint on wooden board (20" diameter)

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